Broken

She wake-up her hair is all mess-up.

Her makeup proofs that tears started falling before she even thought.

She gets up her bed, walks towards the bathroom.

There she comes face to face with someone she has never met.

Can this really be her? Can she have become what she swore she would’ve never be?

She falls on the floor touching her face, trying to understand this pain.

When did all go wrong? When did she stop being her?
When did everything change?She tries to remember what happen last night,
but she can’t, alcohol has taken over her life.

She tries to look for those that once were close to her, trying to find some answer, 

trying to find some love, but most of all trying to find some acceptance. 

Where did everyone go?! Why is everyone looking at her that way? 

Why no one helps her? Please run to rescue her!

She’s screaming, she’s crying, she’s dying, she’s drowning in her own pain.

She dances the whole night flirting with whoever notices her.

Just trying to run as far away of who she once was. 

She lives life in the fast lane, Only to hide her pain, 

her broken heart, and her scars from the past. 

After all they all betrayed her, they all are to blame for her cold heart, 

for her lack of trust, and her disbelieve in love.

 "Are you still in love with me she asks?” No answer

 "Do you still wait for me every night?” Still no answer

"Are you ashamed of me?"--- How could I? 

My heart break every time I look down and I see u there, 

so lonely, so loss, and your soul, gone to a place I can’t go.

Where are you going my child? I miss u come back please.

She doesn’t know how long she’s going to continue like this.

She only knows that heart have been broken too many times.

Now is just time to grab his hand and never let go again.

She no longer wants to dance alone under the stars.

She no longer wants to wait for someone that breaks her heart every time.

She no longer wants to live an empty life.

She wants to breathe again, she wants to find that girl she once was...